2nd day

Hari ni dah masuk hari ke 2 hubby takde kat sisi….wut I feel rite now?huh…dun know how to describe..yg pasti rasa nak menjerit nak bagitau yg hubby…..humairah rindu sangat, sangat dengan hubby….so do Nuhin….

Tonite @ 8:33pm, received an sms from hubby and this is the sms : “ Hubby baru check in, sekarang dah pukul 3:30pm, dari pagi tak makan, kandas dekat Doha, dammam dari subuh sampai 2 petang. Alas perut dengan magi. Letih semua, Hubby kena charge RM4 1 sms, Kejap ag g beli prepaid. Apartment bsar. Iloveu.Imissu.”


Semalam masa nak tidurkan Nuhin, teringat dekat hubby…so termenangis lah lagi aku….suddenly Nuhin yang baring sebelah aku tanya “ Mama, mama cry ke? Why Mama cry…? He asked me..then I said that, Mama miss papa….then I heard the sounds came from my left side (tempat dia baring) ..huk…huk….huk…then I asked…Nuhin, Nuhin cry ke? He said…hmmm Nuhin miss papa jugak…….then he said to me….Mama, come here, come Nuhin big hug mama……Ya Allah, tak leh nak aku bayangkan perasaan aku masa tu….Only GOD knows………………….Ya Allah tabahkan hati kami….tetapkan rasa sayang dan cinta ini Ya Allah…………

This morning @ 5:30am, Nuhin mengigau sebut nama papa….

And this morning again @ 7:00am, masa aku suapkan nuhin Nasi Goreng wif soup, dia ada terbatuk n muntah sikit…so masa muntah tu..he said to me…” Mama…..call papa, then I asked, “call papa? Why…”he said “ tell papa Nuhin vomit….then I asked, wut u wanted papa to do? He replied , ask papa to come ahhh…see Nuhin vomit…..

Things song..meant alot to me....

LEAVING ON A JETPLANE(CHANTAL KREVIAZUK)

all my bags are packed down
i'm ready to go
i'm standing here
outside your door
i hate to wake you up to say good bye
but the dawn is breaking
its early morn
the taxi is waiting
he's blowing his horn
already i'm so lonesome i could die

CHORUS

So kiss me and smile for me
tell me that you'll wait for me
hold me like you'll never let me go
'cause i'm leaving on a jet plane
I don't know when i'll be back again
oh babe, i hate to go*

there's so many times I've let you down
so many times I've played around
i tell you now they don't mean a thing
every place i go i think of you
every song i sing i sing for you
when i come back
i'll wear your wedding ring

CHORUS

and now the time has come to leave you
one more time
oh let me kiss you
then close your eyes
and i'll be on my way
dream about the days to come
when i won't have to leave alone
about the times when i won't have to say...

CHORUS

i'm leaving on a jet plane
don't know when i'll be back again
oh babe, i hate to go

i'm leaving on a jet plane
leaving on a jet plane x 9